prideless_sugar

Haven't been here in a while.  Not much has changed I suppose.  Physically, a few hairstyle alterations and a little weight loss, other aspects, well, I'm still a lazy unmotivated fucker.  Who has weird-ass dreams about nibbling bluberry tart pastry off Hannibal Lecter's chest (mm-hm, oh yes I did.  Felt good, too).
Humm, getting into the big human/gay rights politics thing through the school group and uh, yeah, fucking terrifying.  I'm suddenly getting into all this really important stuff and I have no idea what I'm doing.  J & J seem to think I do, and that I'm a great "voice" and "very politcal" (uh...) so I dunno, maybe all my self-gay-righteous ranting has been passionate politics and I just haven't known it.
OH, and trying to address my own question of "Am I a feminist"?  Well, I dunno.  No freaking clue.  I mean I'm probably the butchest bisexual in my school and yet at home I love cooking (baking), sewing, home design and cosmetics.  Yep.  You're confused?
Watching the Amy Winehouse Live DVD, she's not bad live, minus the breaks where she attempts to talk.  LOL.
Okay, I'm done here.  Wasting net space and time.  Speaking of which, thinking I might make up a website.  Dunno what about.  Maybe just a blog/ranty forum/photography....thingy.  Whatever.  Nurr

I've really been neglecting my real (paper) diary, which of course is why I'm writing in this one.
Been talking to a girl called Jodi on the net recently, she linked me to a shivload of awesome music, all of which I downloaded, also downloaded the entire soundtrack to Garden State, so I'm on a bit of an awesome music high right now.

If this turns up in public entries then whoever's bothered to read this should go ahead and download the Garden State soundtrack too, if they don't already have it, and watch the movie, if they haven't already seen it.  Battle sorta described the feeling (she has a way) of "wonderfully sad".  Which is how you feel when you listen to/ watch the movie. 
And Zach Braff is uniquely gorgeous, and Natalie Portman is just... Natalie Portman.

Hm, okay might go write pretty much the same thing in my real diary now.

2 1/2 hour sweaty gym session exercise yay! get fit fit nyah.

then a LATTE YUM and HAIRCUT. UGH, WOO.

Another useless and page-clogging update later.

mwah xoxo

I've done it.  I'va actually done it.

I've discovered the virus that can wipeout nations.  It's symtoms are instantaneous, painful, degrading and vary from hyper-sensetive skin to migraines, from severe coughing fits to excruciating inner ear pain.  And what I am sure will be eventual death.

Now, as the host   of this f**king nightmare, I just have to figure out how to pass it on and distribute it nation-wide.  All the while my voice breaking like a fourteen-year-old boy, and trying to understand what I'm going to say before it comes out of my mouth, all the painkikllers and immune boosters and, and, painkillers and antibiotics and, painkillers and natural home remedies and.... painkillers I....actually forgot what I was talking about...

Anyhoo, felt good to have a whinge.

*hack* xx0x0xx

New journal! Woo!
Well, I'm not really that excited, just glad I've finally made a journal I can't post my perversions and dreams on.  And add all my pervy comms to.

:D

*happy*